Fuck That

On a blog titled ‘Confessions Of A Part Time Whore’ …you must be assuming that I’m about to dish the dirt on that one time I went full on ho and was like…”oooo I’m going to fuuuuuuuuuuuck that…” and then I did…

No!

This is about that time I sat on my lounge couch at 22:55 staring at the phone screen opened to my piece of shit ex-boyfriend who broke up/took s break/broke up/taking a breath/whatever from me so that he could lie, see his female friends who are actually promiscuous and treat me like crap without consequences…

So basically everything he did in the relationship except now more openly while continuing to make me feel bad for stuff that I never did. The entire disastrous relationship was apparently my fault. And even if I were lying right now…no one person can solely screw up…he doesn’t think he even has a tiny part to play.

Whatever, I dont care anymore, except of course I do!

So I sit staring at this screen because sanity is no longer an option! I have to go out of my way to he a stalker so that I can prove that this dip shit is actually a lying piece of crap! Here’s the worst part…I dont believe for a single second that he is messing around with other pekple even though he has the freedom to.

I just think he is enjoying the attention and the ladies he gets to interact with. No matter how faithful he is, he does have a roving eye and loves a challenge, it’s more just about proving that he can score…he has some insecurities.

He read my last message at 18:33…the next message I received from him was at 22:21…and he had come online numerous time in between then!

He sends this stupid message about things that dont even matter, completely jovial and unapologetic. This sack of beans just lies all the time. Hangs around with females who are skanky and only date married men and have made advances in him in front of me, and then joined him as he belittled me in front of them for calling him out on it.

Why does it matter? We arent together anymore? Well yeah, except we kind of are when he feels like it, and I’m too loyal and stupid to stop playing this game.

Good thing I’m such a whore…

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